Be free

To Every Fan.

2008-01-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

"Here's to the kids who were never okay,
who brought their bullets in return for your love.
To the kids who live life on the murder scene,
seeking revenge on those who wronged them.
To the kids who lost their fear of falling,
who refuse to drink to show their support for Gerard's decision.
Here's to the kids who sign their name
xoxo,
fuck sincerely.
The kids who love demolition style,
who would end their days in a hail of bullets for thy lover.
Here's to the kids who will spend their nights dreaming of what life would be like if they were G. F. R. B. or M. instead of partying with others.
Here's to the kids who play with action figures instead of doing homework.
Here's to the kids who mourned over the loss of Mikey's glasses,
here's to the kids who put bars and X's over their eyes to be just like their heroes.
Here's to the kids who scream fuck you to anyone who starts shit with them.
Here's to the kids who believe they're vampires,
just like the MCR boys.
Here's to the kids who were welcomed to the black parade.
Here's to the kids who are not afraid to keep on living or walk this world alone.
To the kids who could've been a better son.
Here's to the kids who raise their glasses high for tomorrow we die,
and we all go to hell.
Here's to the kids who put sister to sleep,
who set ferris wheels ablaze.
To the kids who take pills that counteract the booze they drink.
Here's to the kids with poison and pills.
To the kids who Fire At Will.
Here's to the kids who loved pansy,
and all its glory.
To the kids who cried at the sight of Robert Bryar burning on the set of FLW.
To the kids who cracked the 'Back In Black' 07 joke.
Here's to every soldier, vampire, and Parader, to every Fan."

This is for every MCR fan out there.
No I didn't write this but I fully believe in every word of it.

http://www.buzznet.com/tags/mychemicalromance/forum/topics/171381/stay-the-new-song-full-length/

xoxo
Chels.

Gerard & I, our special moment.

2007-12-19T02:33:00.000+08:00

You wont understand unless I tell you the dream part first.

So In these reoccuring dreams that I've had since late last year I go through a crowd and Find Gee and he'll say "I'm waiting for you." or "I'm still waiting..." then the night before I found out I won I had a dream wich is exactly the same except he sighs in the dream and says "I give up, I'm coming to you."And before that I had a dream when i was on a plane and he said "You're here! Finally! I cant WAIT to see you!" and I wake up check the mp thing and it says we're right over New Jersey.

Back to the meet and greet.

So I step Up to Gee right, He takes my hand and shakes it really gently
Him"Hey..."

Me: "Hi *blush*

Him: *stil holding my hand, has a confused expression wash over his face as he looks at me.* Have we met?

Me: Um, no this is my first MCR concert.

Him: Are you sure? You look really fammiliar...

Me: *lets out a breath as he lets go of my hand finally and HE blushes* Um nope, this is my first time meeting you *smile*

Him: Oh...Maybe it was a dream...Not that I dream about you or anything *blush*... Anyway, whats your name.

Me: Uhm, Chelsey,

Him: Chelsey? *signs my book* I'll see you in the audience right?*looks right into my eyes and I look right back at him and he smirks*

Me: Of course *bright as a tomato*

Him: Cool *smile*

Security:We need to move along now.

Me: Oh before I for get this is for you* gives him a letter.*

Him :I'll read it later *smile*

Me: Okay, thanks, Bye *wave*

Him: *Waves back at me and laughs a little, turns to next person.*

Then I walked right Into my friend and Started crying.
I still dont know why.But luckily none of them saw me.

xoxo
Chels.

But its not a side effect of the coccaine I am thinking its Love.

2007-11-21T01:54:00.000+08:00

I've never been so confused in my entire life.

I never thought I'd fall for so many people.

FIVE.

I'm sick aren't I?
This can't be love can it?
Why me?
Why me?
Why Now?
Oh God tell me why.
My Life reads like a story and I dont want to be the main character anymore.
Which came first?
The Confusion?
or
The Hurt?

I'm sick of being confused.

I like them all..
I love them all?

stop it,
Stop it,
STOP it,
STOP IT,
STOP IT,
STOP IT.

Stop the smiles,
Stop the winks,
Stop the gazes,
Stop being georgeous,
Stop leading me on,
Stop teasing me.

All of you.

I never wanted this.
I'm innocent,
I'm a teenage girl.
& I can assure you.
This is NOT infactuation.
Its much more.

I must be high on something.
I must be mad.
Send me to an Asylum.
I'm being ripped up by boys who don't know how I'm feeling.
And they're just waiting for me to take that step.
And I can't...
I CANT.
I dont know who I want.
I dont.
I dont.
I dont.
So stop confusing me.
I'm feeling the effects of the drugs.

But Its not a side effect of the coccaine I am thinking its Love.

I am Insane.

Insane to love them.

Its not a fucking Fairytale anymore honey.

xoxo
Chels.

Life

2007-08-19T00:40:00.000+08:00

Have you ever depended on something so much it could make you shake when its not there?

Music.

Its my life.

Its something I cannot explain.

If I don't listen to it after awhile, I start shaking.

If I dont Sing after a while I feel depressed.

You guy's probably don't believe me.

No one believes me.

You guys wont EVER understand.

You probably think this is just another thing I decided to write.

Fiction?

No.

It really isn't.

I have a feeling I'm driving myself insane. Music is my life And I'm scared shitless of life itself because I know after school once I'm on my own. I'm really on my own. I'll be out of this safe little life I'm living right now and I'll have to make it on my own and...I'm afraid I'll never live up to anything guys I...I dont know what to do anymore... I want to be something let me be SOMETHING not just someone who'll be forgotten over time. I want to be remembered for me. I want people to see me.

I'm scared.

Really scared.

I cant tell anything about myself right now.

I'm a wreck.

xoxo
Chels

SING...

2007-08-11T19:03:00.000+08:00

1. Is sex best morning, afternoon, ornight? UH... WHENEVER HAHAHA i dunno
2. What side of the bed do you sleepon?like the right side beyotch ;P
3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken?UH UH UH LAMMMBBBB???
4. Have you ever had to pull over onthe side of the road to puke?uhuhuh No comment ;P
5. What leg do you put in pants firstwhen pulling them up?AHAHHA BOTH??? HAHAHAH.
6. Candles or Incense?CAN-CAN CANDLES they dance for me ;P
7. Do you dance when no one iswatching?UHUHUH LIKE DURRRRRR
8. Did you play doctor when you werelittle?I play pirates hehehe XD
9. Have you ever taken your clothes offfor money?like NOOO.
10. Stove top cooking or microwave?MACARONI!
11. Would you rather your car or yourhouse be dirty?like neiiiittttthhhhhhhh-er
12. Shower or bath?BOTH + GERARD WAY+ GABE SAPORTA + WILLIAM BECKETT+ uh....anyone else i like hehehe
13. Do you pee in the shower?EWWWWW.
14. Cats or dogs?DOGGYYYYY
15. Mexican or ChineseIM NOT RACIST D;
16. Do you want someone aggressive orpassive in bed?HEHEHEHE BOTH that way i can have both WAY brothers ;D
17. Do you love someone on yourfeatured friends?I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS.
18. Corn Dogs or Hot Dogs?Hot dogs are hot while corn dogs are corny...very hard to say, but you can do more with hot dogs so hot dogs xD
19. Your favorite restaurant?My GRANDMOTHER/ MITHER'S KITCHEN'S ;D
((I SPELT M'I'THER ON PURPOSE!))
20. What did you have for lunch today?jap food HOTATE MISMAYO is the sexx
21. Which do you prefer, iceberg orromaine lettuce?ERRR I LIKE VEGGIESSS
22. When did you last fall down?2 seconds ago when i tripped over my laptop wire heheheh.
23. Love or Money?RAHHH.
24. Credit Cards or cash?CAAAASSSSSHHH BEYOTCH!
26. Oreos or Vanilla Wafers? Oreos SON.
27. How do you like your steak?Medium, or medium well.
28. How do you like your eggs? Scrambled like my brain.
29. Have you ever knocked someone offtheir feet in a fight?YES TAEKWONDO AND SPARRING HAHAHAHAH.
30. Would you rather go camping or to a5 star hotel?ERRR HOTELLLL?!
31. Would you rather have a root canalor minor surgery?Surgery.
32. Would you shave your entire body(including your head)?NEVA YOU SADISTIC PIG.
33. Would you rather have head lice oran STD?IDIOT who wants STD'S or head lice???? fine head lice.
34. What is your favorite candy? Fruity other wise Grape-flavoured...
OH STRAWBERYY FLAVOURED PEZZZZ
35. Ever been to a strip club?Mango's in Miami i an exootic dancer's club, the ladies are very nice and really aren't slutty. XP
36. Ever been to a bar?LIKE DURRRR.
37. Ever been kicked out of a bar or aclub?Yeah ...sorta ...kinda.
38. Ever been so drunk you had to becarried out of somewhere?NO but someone picked me up while we were both tipsy hehehehe.
39. Kissed someone of the same sex?ERR yeah on tha cheek but you know when you mom has guests its sorta alright a quick peck right hahah.
40. Thrown up from drinking too much?NUUU im Irish i can drink more than YOU.
41. Had sex in the car?NO NO NO.
42. Had sex at the beach?Starts with V and ends with IRGIN.
43. Had sex in a movie theater?Read above -_-lll
44. Had sex in a bathroom?^^^^
45. Had sex at work?^^^^^^.
46. Have you ever been in an "adult"store?HAHAHA YEAHHHH it was weird O-O.
47. Bought something from an adultstore?nO No nO No.
48. Have you spent over $200.00 in onereceipt?Never my money.
49. Is there anyone on your featuredfriends list you would ever considerhaving sex with?Haha yes he's a Jackass though i only would like him in the physical sense hehehe.
50. Have you been caught having sex?Virgin duh.
51. Have you ever kissed a stranger?Hugged and kissed CHEEKS
THIS QUIZ IS SO GHEY ITS AWESOME!!!

HEHEHE SORRY I'LL POST ABOUT SINGFEST NEXT TIME

And I know that the lights of the city ar too heavy for me.

2007-07-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hey every one.

YAY! JO IS BACK!!!

I never realised how much i missed her till she came back...

Makes me feel kinda bad but Jo, LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!

Your such a great friend, someone who gets music the way i do.

Thanks for being there...

I've been wamped with rehearsals!!!! If Mrs Boey prances around the class room one more time im going to shoot her. Its so freaking annoying!!! If Miss Nina says "REMEMBER YOUR LINES" one more time i will strangle her.

IF MISS NG GETS ON MY CASE CONSIDER HER SOUL MINE TO TORTURE!

whee

2007-07-08T19:41:00.000+08:00

HEY IM AWESOME WHOO

LIVE EARTH

2007-07-07T22:47:00.000+08:00

You guys think you know.

You have NO fucking idea.

This EARTH is alive.
We all live on it.
We all reap from it.

Why cant we CARE for it?

Its not like it asks for anything.
we live on
Sure, its just some THING we live on,
But before you know it it'll be gone.

GONE.

GONE.

G-O-N-E.

Get it now?

GLOBAL WARMING is REAL.

YOU can do your part by just throwing away your rubbish.

YOU can do your part by recycling.

YOU can do your part by simply reusing your plastic bags.

YOU can do your part by STOPPING ANIMAL CRUELTY.

Just because their our pets. Doesn't mean they deserve to be punished. Doesn't mean they deserve to be hurt. Doesn't mean they deserve to be starved. Doesn't mean they deserve to be kicked around. Doesn't mean they deserve to be stripped of their fur. Doesn't mean they deserve to be used for entertainment. Doesn't mean they deserve to be pushed to the brink of EXTINCTION. Doesn't mean they deserve to lose EVERYTHING because we want it.

Must it come to this?

Its DISGUSTING isn't it?

And thi is what we are doing.
It may not be you.
But it might as well be,
We are human.
And to Err is Human(thanks mr Teng).
But must it be to THIS extent?

MUST IT?

Honestly...

Think about it.

If you didn't watch the video.

WATCH IT

Your perspective will be changed.

xoxo

Chels

2007-07-05T18:20:00.000+08:00

Close the door and take the stairs.
Up or down? Ups and downs.
Don't pretend you've never been there.
You kiss me like an overdramatic actor who's starving for work,
with one last shot to make it happen.
You've won the role,
you've played your part,
you've been cordially invited.
But I'm not impressed,
and I'm definitely not excited.
'Cause the film runs a shallow budget,
and the writer's subject script isn't any deeper.
So dive right in...

Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,
hey you, who are you kidding?
I'm not like them. I won't buy in.
Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,hey you,
who are you kidding?

Don't quit 'til 47.Then we'll turn it up and we'll play a little faster.

[Chorus:]
Take back everything you ever said.
You never meant a word of it.
You never did.
Take back everything you said.
You never meant a word of it.
You never did.

She said 'Alright, Alright, slow down!"
Oh no, oh no, we won't.
'Cause I regret every thing that I said
To ever make her feel like she was something special,
Or that she ever really mattered.
Or did she ever really matter?
Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,
hey you, who are you kidding?
I'm not like them.
I won't buy in.

Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,
just don't count on this summer.

Don't quit 'til 47.
Then we'll turn it up and we'll play a little faster.

[Chorus]

I'm not saying that I'm not breaking some hearts tonight, girl.
Oh...I'm not saying that
I'm not breaking some hearts tonight, girl.
Alright, alright, slow down...

[Chorus]
Hollywood hills and suburban thrills,
hey you,
who are you kidding?
I'm not like them. I won't buy in.[x3 to fade]

I LOVE THIS VIDEO!!
The lyrics are great too.
Very entertaining.

AUGUST 9TH YO!

SINGfest

yay!

<3,
misery

like whatttt IM SICK

2007-07-04T17:23:00.000+08:00

You Dont Know Me....Strangers

2007-07-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

The Baka Family is a HUGE disapointment to me right now.

You guys don't tell me anything thats happening.

You guys don't even fucking know me anymore.

Screw this right?

The only one's that seem to actually tell me anything or know me at all are Ria and Millie.

Now maybe even Jo. At least I can relate to her.

I know nothing of arguments, hang outs, friggin birthdays?!

WTH?!

And i Have to read comments, blog posts, etc...
TO FIND OUT

I'm appalled that you guys can't except someone for themselves.
So what if they dress differently?
Gothic lollita, emo, whatever the fuck.
LABELS ARE FOR FUCKING SOUP CANS.
I mean HONESTLY.

IF YOU ARE THEIR FRIEND,
ACCEPT THEM FOR WHO THEY ARE.
DON'T JUDGE.
DON'T BE EMBARESSED,
TO HANG OUT WITH THEM IN PUBLIC.
BECAUSE THEY'RE DIFFERENT.
WE ALL OF THE FREEDOM TO EXPRESS,
OURSELVES.
SO JUST...
DON'T.

UGH! I don't want to talk to any of you right now!
You guys are such an EMBARESSMENT!

RELAXING MUSIC DAMMIT.

GET
THE
FUCK
OUTTA'
MY
FACE.

Whatever,
MISERY

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2007-06-22T19:54:00.000+08:00

I know CLICHE but its hilarious!!!

omg hahahahahahaha

I LAUGHED LIKE A....A....DUCK? lol...

Love,
Mis

2007-06-22T00:29:00.000+08:00

You Are 90% Real

There's hardly a person on this earth more real than you are.
You have no problem showing people who you are, flaws and all.
For you, there couldn't be any other way. Because it's way too stressful to live an inauthentic life.
You're very comfortable with yourself. And because of this, you're able to live an exciting, interesting, and challenging life.

How Real Are You?

What Guys Think of Your Medium Straight Hair...

Smart, optimistic, easy going.
You're the thinking man's ideal woman - bright, funny, and no drama.

What Do Guys Think Of Your Hair?

Your Quirk Factor: 70%

You're so quirky, it's hard for you to tell the difference between quirky and normal.
No doubt about it, there's little about you that's "normal" or "average."

How Quirky Are You?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You tend to take more than give in relationships.

You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

You Are 87% Non Conformist

You're incredibly strange. And a weirdness like yours takes skill to cultivate!
No one really understands you. And you're cool with that. You just hope you never have to understand them!

Are You a Nonconformist?

What Your Favorite Color Red Says About You:

Ambitious --- Energetic --- Passionate
Spontaneous --- Attractive --- Inspiring
Seductive --- Powerful --- Addicting

What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?

bored

2007-06-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

So this is what i do when i should be doing my holiday homework, oh well ;]

love,
Lady Mis

baaack

2007-06-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

Hey guys back from bali, i surfed it was awesome banged up my knee but awesome. HOTHOTHOT INSTRUCTOR OMG OMG OMG LIKE SIZZLE SO DAMN HOT

well i'll show you guys more later...

TO MARIAH:

I do understand that feeling of pain in your heart for someone whom you dont even know.

For me with Gerard he was just such an inspiration for me. He CHANGED my life with his lyrics. MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE itself changed myself and made me realise that its okay to be different to try new things to laugh for real, to smile for REAL, to be sad and express myself, to even fucking CRY, to seperate myself from the people i thought i loved, to feel for real. To be REAL. Not some dumb ass chick who follows with half a brain.

And i then understood my feelings.

obsession

reality

I FEEL that my admiration for him is real and if i got to it down with him and just talk about LIFE or even fucking comic books i'd treat him as a real person.

I've changed indifferently. For better? For worse?

I dont know.

Perhaps I never will. But for now I'm who I am because of HIM.

And not even Jo's poetic attempt of show her love for them is going to phase me.
JADED.
You know what I mean.
I love her to bits but she's JADED.

No way will i be convinced otherwise.

I congragulate him on his "supposed" engaement.

And I am disgusted that everyone is in his face. If Jo weren't obsessed why would she say"Her name is Eliza Cuts. Yes, she cuts hair. She looks like a splitting image of Jamia, except with shorter hair. And she has a website with 4 more people called 'world's most hated'. She's a hairstylist.
Can Gerard stoop any lower?
I saw a picture of her, and the video where Bob tries to cover up for Gerard's ring, which was suppose to be his grandmother's. Which is a lie. Which is a disgrace to the dead woman. Elena, may your soul rest in piece. Though I don't think it will because your grandson just lied about you giving it to him. Bob was actually quite funny. He was trying to cover for Gerard, saying it was a friendship ring. Go search it. "

Why the fuck do I care?

If he's happy so be it.
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The White Stripes are fucking rad yes. I started liking them since their album "Get Behid Me Satan"

RJA awesome got their album a month ago.

30 Seconds to Mars. Inspirational. Thanks to my mom for this fab xmas present.

so to say that a certain someone thinks its cool to say that she likes these bands over and over when its actually a cover up for her love and jaded hate for another is sickening.

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SLASH IS A GUITAR GOD.

Enough said.

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RAGGAE CLUBS IN BALI ARE THE HOTTEST SHIT.

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I am suddenly hit with this sickening sensation.

I can't believe I stooped to her level.

I apologise Mariah.

A feeling of Betrayel has also burned into my core.

Jo I think...

Yes Betrayel.

A biting word isn't it??
It sinks into your very being until it suffocates you with a sense of hurt. A sharp. Stinging pain. A feeling i am not getting over very soon. But this betrayel has silently turned to disgust. Disgust of what a person can do to your mind set, a way someone can get in your head and just play with it till you have nothing left to believe in.

I do not trust. "Nevermore." in the words of the amazing poet Edgar Alen Poe. May your soul rest in the fiery darkness that dwells in your mind.

Close friends you are dear. and it shall stay that way till i deem not.

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Damn I feel poetic today. I hope I have not offended anyone. To thine reader I apologise if you have taken offence please turn thy a blind eye and forgive me.

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And I've fallen through the air
I used to live out on the moon
But now I'm back here down on Earth
[Pre-Chorus]
Why are you here?
Are you listening?
Can you hear whatI am saying?
I am not here
I'm not listening
I'm in my head
And I'm spinning
[Chorus]
Is this who you are?
Some sweet violent urge
Are we fallen now? (are we fallen now?)
With the promise of an end
All the pretty people die
Innocence is out of style
All the whores have gone away
Now there's nothing left for me (now there's nothing)
[Pre-Chorus] and [Chorus x2]

thats how i feel.

Fallen. by. 30 seconds to mars

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love ya'll,
misery

Be Your Own PET! + The USED = PURE HYPER HIGH MADNESS!!

2007-06-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

For This Go Pause The Music on My Blog, Click play on this post, And listen to this...

www.myspace.com/beyourownpetmusic

click Love Your Shotgun

Thought you were the only fish in the sea
Thought you were the only fish in the sea
Thought you were the only leaf on my tree
Thought that you would miss me when we took that walk
Thought you were the only paint on my wall
But I was wrong, so wrong
Been thinking about this for far too long
And I'm tired, so tired
I'm tired of this Soho riot
But I was wrong, so wrong
Been thinking about this for far too long
And I'm tired, so tired I'm tired of this Goddamn love riot
Thought you were the only lead in my pocket
Although you shot up like a damn rocket
Oh please fall and break your eyesockets
I want your shotgun but you never got to cock it
And I was wrong, damn me
Been thinking about this far too long
And I hate it, this riot
All I wanted was a room at the Hyatt
And I was wrong, damn me
Been thinking about this far too long
And I hate it, this riot
All I wanted was a room at the hyatt
Thought you were the only fish in the sea
Thought you were the only leaf on my tree
Thought that you would miss me when we took that walk
Thought you were the only paint on my wall
And I was wrong, so long
Been thinking about this far too long
And I hate it, this riot
All I wanted was a room at the Hyatt
Thought you were the only lead in my pocket
Although you shot up like a damn rocket
Oh please fall and break your eyesockets
I want your shotgun but you never got to cock it

Another AWESOME SONG Click Play Man!

Liar, liar, pants on fire
And the pills go down and get you higher
Baby bottle's burning, motherfucker
And the mother hates him like the daughter
Only god and maker gripping tighter
Saying you will burn in hell, they sayYou will burn in hell
Liar, liar, pants on fire
Liar, liar, stop yourself from catching
Fire, fire, gotta make a
Liar, liar, pants on fire
Liar, liar, house of fire
And the glass tastes nasty chewing fat about
Your dummy hurts you, you motherfucker
No they never loved you
But they touched you with the hand of god
He's gripping tighter
Saying you will burn in hell, they say
You will burn in hell
Liar, liar, pants on fire
Liar, liar, stop yourself from catching
Fire, fire, gotta make a
Liar, liar, you fucking liar
You're gonna burn in hell
You're gonna burn in hell
Hell, hell, hell
You will burn in hell, they say
You will burn in hell
Fucking liar
Liar, liar, pants on fire
Liar, liar, stop yourself from catching
Fire, fire, gotta make a
Liar, liar, you fucking liar
Liar, liar, pants on fire
Liar, liar, stop yourself from catching
Fire, fire, gotta make a
Liar, liar, you fucking liar
You fucking liarLiar, liar, you fucking liar [3x]
Liar, liar, pants on fire
Hanging from a telephone wire

I know I rock These Songs ROCK!

Love <3
ChelseyMisery

CHIPMUNK-A-PALOOZA

2007-05-10T19:30:00.000+08:00

YES I WAS BORED WHEEE ENJOY TELLL MEEEE WHAT YOU THINK UHUH CHIPMUNK WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BTW IF YOU HAVE REQUESTS TELL ME

FOB 1

2007-03-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

Hello all!

This is my long awaited Post about the day i met Fall Out Boy and the day i saw them LIVE!

So after the stupid Learning Journey thing i managed to convince Mrs Kwok to let Mariah [My guest] and i out of the stupid debrief. So right we get home and I couldn't convince Mariah to shower so i was like WHATEVER she changed and i jumped in the shower and didnt realise i took so long, i was rushing to change and dry my hair, i wore a vest,a pink tiger ed hardy shirt, tight black pants and my vans :D My dad arrived soon after and i was starting to freak out, it was raining and we were already late or so i thought. We picked mom up and then we ran to "BarFly" which is behind MinistryOfSound.

I convinced my parents not to follow us and they were like "Eh, alright, lets drink wine." LoL

Mariah and i walked up and i was like "OMG OMFG!!!!" Guess what?

The first thing i do when i walk in is do an impression of something or something that made the both of us laugh and the first guy we see is PETE FUCKING WENTZ!!!! WTH?!!?!!? He smiled and waved at us and stared at me, i was like "hehe...hey" and i nervously waved and walked backwards and i had to pull Mariah back with me who was glued to the spot. So we stood be hind the counter thing and i asked this snooty lady.

Chels: "Um, i wont the Channel [V] thing and im here for the Dance off"

Lady: "Um, its like over there..."

Chels: "Can we go through the back or something?"

Lady: "Uh, NO!" she snorts and i mumble a thanks before walking by Pete he stares at me again and All i can think of is "DONT LOOK JUST WALK FORWARD!" Al ong the way we see Patrick and Joe talk both of which look at me, notic im not mentioning Mariah Because she's behind me so i dont know. I pass by Andy who smiles as he coninues to eat salad and i Say hi to Rob, the production manager, and i notice Patrick watching me like "Who is she?" i just fought back the urge to blush through the whole thing and walk into the room, well area which is cut off by a curtain.

I go in and i meet the interviewer who is really sweet, he name is "Sarah". I sat next to the other contestant and her friend, Her name is Afika but i forgot her friends name haha. I got worried i was afraid she was going to be some awesome dancer or something. We waited and mimed And eating his salad when the called us out to run through the whole how to enter the room process and i wasnt nervous now, i just was making jokes with them and I could tell Sarah was beggining to like me. We waited around by the side and watched them get interviewed and Afika and i started doing random silly things and i did something like a body wave and i stopped short and burst out laughing because i noticed the whole of Fall Out Boy was Watching us, I was like HOLY SHIT!!! You could see Patrick and Joe being the most obvious ones who smiled.

Rob said one of us had to go do the interview and Afika and I argued because the last guy wasn't there yet. I decided to play my cards right and took the interview first and i told Afika since i was ddoing this, she has to dance first and Rob agreed saying "Hah! You were here first!" he smiled at me and i enjoyed small talk with Sarah . She said, "Dont worry i know th curtain is heavy so i'll help you hold it up so you have a good entrance :D" Just before that she defended me in saying but 'But i dont think it would be bad if someone holds it open for her...'

Later i sat in wait and realised that my bag was still in the room so i sent my roadie [haha Mariah] in to run after my bag. She got out just before Pete walked in, They all smiled at me and i felt like i was on air!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I watched Afika or tried to because i never really saw either of the contestants dances. STUPID PILLAR!!!! Well when she was done she just smiled at me and then the last contestant FINALLY came!!!! He was kind of wet cause of the rain but i started getting worried...he looked like a dancer.

"Your up Chels!" Mariah exclaimed and i was like "breathe...ok lets go..." I wasn't nervous so i hopped in and i smiled saying "Hi " and just being really natural. They all had like this knowing smile on and i think they were just pleased that i wasn't fawning all over them and that i was talking to them like normal people. I gave Andy the drawing Zan and I did of them and he said "Wow this is really good, but hey wheres the other eye?" then i just laughed and said it was the stylee. Hee showed patrick and he smiled and said it was really good and that I made him look better than he actually is and i just laughed and said no way am i that good. ... OKAY IM TOO LAZY TO CONTINUE BUT I'LL CONTINUE LATER AHAHAHAHA!!!

BTW

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Alright

im tired

I'm done

Add me on MYSPACE

Eh,
Chels

huh...

2007-02-23T14:49:00.000+08:00

This has been said so many times that
I'm not sure if it matters
We never stood a chance
And I'm not sure if it matters
If you are the shores,
I am the waves begging for big moons
I'm mailing letters to addresses in a ghost town
No oh~
Your secrets out...

Hey Guys (no im not SEXIST!) [[LONG POST]]
I'm rather bored and in the com lab[23rd feb] when i SHOULD go home!
eh....cant be bothered :P
Dammit I feel like I'm getting old...but you know what? I'm scared...
Yes I know it sounds gayyy but I'm truly afraid yet excited about my future.
Does that make you want to turst me?
Does that make you want to love me?
Does that make you Want to tell me everything~?
Hah...
Naive young one
I'll just leave you hanging high and dry!

I know this hurts,
it was meant to
Your secret's out and the best part is it isn't even a good one
And it's mind over (you don't) matter

This Is a warning to all who befriend me...
I never meant to hurt anyone...
Yet I have...
(DWI THIS IS A DRAMA POST DONT READ IF YOU DONT WANT TO)
So... Maybe I am a Bitch...
But you dont matter to me...
Not unless we're close...
But you dont matter...
To anyone you dont know...
You are insignificant to others who dont know you...
Nice perspective isn't it?
So no I dont give a shit about you unless we're close....
Sorry to burst your bubble darling >_O

This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters
But it must be said again that all us *girls are just screaming
Into microphones for attention
Because we're just so bored
I never knew that you would pick it apart,
ohI'm falling apart to songs about hips and hearts

"Jeez she's such a bitch..."
"Whats her problem?"
"OMG She really said that?!"
"WHAT A SLUT!"
Hmm....
Sound familiar my dear readers?
Don't lie.
You must have said these lines at least once...
Or heard them a thousand times by airheads who dont know a damn thing...
Naive little twits who think life will be handed to them on a freakin' silver platter...
But I must apologise to those airheads...
Your gonna get old.
You probably will lose your shine.
You probably wont amount to anything if you dont pay ATTENTION.
Beauty is over rated...Its dust in the wind...

Yawn...
Your Boing me here...
All im hearing is "me me me" when i want to hear this "..."
Get my point?
Good.
Knew you would.
Please...
Know that i dont need attention.
Thats not why I'm in a band or sing...
Sure I want to be heard.
For my lyrics.
So stop picking at it...
Jeez.
Go fall apart to songs about hips and hearts....

I used to obsess over living,
Now I only obsess over you
Tell me you'd like *girls like me better
In the dark lying on top of you
This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters

Huh...
Living...
We all do it...
Why obsess over it any longer...
I mean I want to obsess over my hero's...
Not anyone else.
So I'll obsess over rock bands
That keep me sane....enough.

Boys really shouldnt lie.
They really shouldnt when they know what they want.
When they want a badass chick or someone who doesent give a shit.
They come to Dwi or Me or The girls in 2/8
So boys~
Dont lie.
You'd prefer us better and you know it.

This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters

Dont lie

This has been said so many times that I'm not sure if it matters

Dont freakin lie!

I know this hurts,
it was meant to
Your secret's out and the best part is it isn't even a good one
And it's mind over (you don't dont dont) matter

Haha...
Nice one...
A secret no one was dupposed to know...
Like i really care that u stole a sweet?
Jeez.
I dont care.
Some secrets are best left unknown.
So like i said you dont matter.

Not one bit.

From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How all my worst fears are letting out
He said "Why put a new address on the same old lonliness?"
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Now talking's just a waste of breath
And living's just a waste of death
And why put a new address on the same old lonliness?
and this is you
and me and me and you
until we've got nothing left

Damn why are we still ruled by what everyone elese thinks?
I mean if it weren't for the music i'm listening to I'd still be the same
"I'll do anything to be your friend just like me"
Girl that was afraid to be something different
Know I dare
So watch out world
I'm comin! LMFAO...

Being lonely doesen't suck ya'know

So I'm just waiting for this cancer to eat me up
Slowly but surely it'll come...
And I dont want It to stop
Not now not ever.

*This lyric has been changed from "Boys" to Girls

Damn this suckkkksss

2007-02-22T20:35:00.000+08:00

Hello all

School is slowly starting to suckkkkk

I mean OK friends are getting closer things are setting in but MR TAN FUCKING SUCKS!
I mean Holy Mother Of Strip CLUBS!!! DAMMIT!! Whats with his attitude?! He thinks he's all High and mighty but like no one even fucking likes him, his sarcasm is bitter and raw and makes you feel like crap and he NEVER listens...He does fucking INDICES EVERY FREAKIN DAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! We arent learning anything new and he's wondering why we're not paying attention?

I SIT IN FRONT AND I LISTEN TO MY CD PLAYER DURING CLASS! NO TEACHER HAS EVEN NOTICED!!!

Now is that bad or is that BAD?!

Ugh...I just feel Numb with school, i've had enough but i know that I need this education to have something to fall back on...Point is I NEED it, I dont WANT it...

I feel im wasting my life away... I barely go out, I barely get up off of my ass when I turn on the TV and LapTop hell that was what I did straight after SYF practice...

The Pain I feel Is So Strong...
Why Cant You See Me shiver?
Why cant you feel me hurt?
Why cant you see the tears I never shed till night fall?
Why?
A simple three letter word...
Yet It Holds So Much meaning in My heavy Heart....
She takes your hand...
You smile innocently...
Why isn't that me?
So I sit on your couch breathing
Its the last thing I can do
I remember seeing you two
With you on top...
Yet you still come into my room...
To say More than goodnight...
And I let you...
Oh I let you...
Over and over again...
So kiss me goodbye!
On e last time
To hate you so much i love you
was the last thing i whispaered
And here you are on my front porch with tears in your eyes...
"Dont leave me"'s and "Ineed you's"
But enough I s enough...
But what made me turn back were 3 words
"I LOVE YOU! DAMMIT I DO"
you yell
and that was enough to keep me by your side forever...

Yes that was an original

here is the came whore time!!!! Enjoy and Afredasay!

IM SO PIMPIN

I THINK THIS GUY Yin Hao is kinda hott...awesome funny guy :P ARE YOU BEING RACIST?! LMAO inside joke :P

name by any other is just as painful

2007-02-12T00:22:00.000+08:00

Hi guys and Gals!

I think it has finally been deicded...
The name of my band...
I feel it somes uo everything the people in my band have gone through...
Now thats a lot of crap when you cometo think of it...
So...This is not a copy of any bands name...
I just feel it needed to be 3 words...
and the first word makes it more relatable...
Without further ado, i give you...

MY BEAUTIFUL DESTRUCTION

It somes up everything for me personally...
And I will post our fist band pic soon...
And I want to know what ya'll think...

much love and hate,
Chelsey----------Ng

KRUMPING

2007-02-10T20:04:00.000+08:00

GO TO MY STORY BLOG

www.rise-and-the-fall.blogspot.com

AWESOMENESSSS

fftl

2007-02-09T22:10:00.000+08:00

helloooo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KgMUO1CbXRU <===== in case u cant see the vid go here.

FROM FIRST TO LAST

THEY FUCKING RULE~~~~~~~~~~

fftl

2007-02-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

2007-02-09T18:56:00.000+08:00

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2007-02-09T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hey PEOPLE!

Today was another boring yet interesting day at school. I would post about SYF training but I cant I'm uber sorry!

I'm actually pretty pleased cause today I think I did really well in my Science test, I don't know...Its like when you get that feeling before something good happens? That feeling.

I'm sketching again! LoL... I'm drawing to pieces at the present moment, one for GENEVIEVE and one for CHERLYN! ARGH!!! Stress... I was supposed to finish Cherlyn's by today and I wanted to give gen's her's tomorrow but I keep forgetting! DAMMIT! Grr...
I only have to finish Frank and draw Ray/Bob and I'll be done with Cherlyn's.
With Gen's I'm still deciding which pic I want to do, cause I want it to be nice right? So I'll put 2 pics, one of what Cherlyn's kinda looks like and one of what Gen's will sort of look like.

Gen (2)

or

Cherlyn

I'm also writing a fanfic on this other blog. And I'd like ya'll to read it and tell me what you think I already have like 7 chapters but i only posted the FIRST one.

ENJOY

AND band practice for My Beautiful Destruction [my band] starts next weeeekkk!

AWESOME!!!

I'm tryin to show you just how much you mean to me,
Chelsey------------------------------------------Ng

Addiction

2007-02-04T01:05:00.000+08:00

Can you feel the rain?
It doesent heal...
It doesent cleanse...
It doesent...Just doesent
It burns
like the sun on raw flesh...
It burns...
Like your eyes on mine in the middle of the night...
It Chills...
It chills me to my very core...
Your Breath on my skin...
"Its not over"... The words you whisper over and over....
The words...
That sting...
That make me shiver....
Yet they allure me so....
This place...
You...
Here...
Time...
Wasted time...
Walls...
The images implanted in my head...
Things done....
Never to be done again....
Eyes....
They wont leave my mind...
Why?....
Because....
Just Because...
Your my addiction...
I'm your drug....
The bane of my existance...
Is those kisses...
Those touches...
Those fingers...
They just keep me on the edge of my seat...
On this...
On that...
Here...
There...
ANYWHERE!
With you...
As long as its with you...
The stinging of my heart...
Will never go away...
I dont want it to go away...
Because of you...
As long as you're here...
My wonderfully...
Toxic...
Beautiful...
Addiction....

It just came to me and I had to type it out!... Maybe I'll put this in my school portfolio! LoL...Enjoy and comment!

Your Eyes Burn Like the Sun,
Chelsey-------------------Ng

2007-02-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

IM GOING TO A

FALL

OUT

BOY

CONCERTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMFGOMGOMGOGMGOMGOMGOMG!!!

MARCH 3RD BABY!!! WHOOOOHOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IF YOU WANNA GO TELL ME AND I'LL GET YOU TIX FIRST THEN PAY ME BACK!!!

THIS IS THE LOVE.
CHELSEY NG

2007-01-30T20:12:00.000+08:00

Hey guys, Go to my gallery ad view the video on the bottom and its this new show called 'Skins' i REALLY wanna watch it...this is the most explicit one tho hexhex..... well enjoy!

2007-01-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hey all! I wanted to talk about a fantabulous friend I met online! Well technically, at VF... If you dont know what it is just ask.

His name is .... FRANCIS! he rocks my socks! He's sweet, funny, in a relationship (sorry girls and boys) and totally easy to talk to. He even made me a sign. Wanna see? OK!

Yes he is the awesomeness... I just felt like doing that and showing you two other pics of me and my doggie!

What a mini Pete Wentz...

Aw cant you see the resembelance?

Peaches: WOOF BARK!

Me: oh cmon you are sooo not better looking...

Well i must take my leave! Love Love!

Beautiful City of the Dead,
Chelsey The Destroyer Of DANISHES!

2007-01-15T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hey all, I had a great weekend! We celebrated dwi's B'day and had dinner and stuff, but other than that we we were CAMERA WHORES!!! LOL! Well we sang like crazy on the singstar game, it was more yelling than anything, we had cake and awesome food, took WAYYY too many pictures lol... They ended sleeping over and we had mcdonalds the next day and baisically wasted the day away till we had tution then dwi and tria left and now i'm sick on the one freaking day i wanna go to school! LoL!!! Well watch me and dwi lol....

SHE'S CUTTING HER CAKE WITH A FORK!!!!!!!!!

See CAMERA WHORES~ And this is like only a quarter of the pics we took! lol...

OH! i put new songs in aswell as one song ya'll should listen to, "ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS" by MCR lol... sooo cute! =] well i gtg! i'm gonna post in my gallery soon k?

Beautiful City Of The Dead,

2007-01-12T20:11:00.000+08:00

Hello all,

how are you people who read this junk? lol...anywho, today i was laughing non-stop with Zan and mariah we were thinking of Hikaru and Kaoru (Twins from Ouran High Comic) as me and Mori and Honey as Cel and Mariah Mori being Cel and Mariah being Honey! It's the freakin perfect match! Lol! Zan and I also realise that everyone thinks she is most like...i forgot his name but the one with glasses.

She was like "WHY DOES EVERYONE THINK THAT!?"

me: "They just do! (lol)"

Zan: "That doesen't Make any sense!!!"

Me: "Yes it does!"

Zan: "No it doesen't!!! Mariah what do you think?!"

We both turn to look at an innocent Mariah.

Mariah: "uh, hehe...um....i dont know? um....yeah look recess is up."

so we just left it at that.

At the end of the day Yoko,Cel,Mariah, Jo, Nas and Myself were laughing like mad women telling jokes and stuff. I only left like an hour later. Oh! And then i stole Milly's glasses and she had to chase me outside in the rain to get them bag. MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!

When I got home I spen most the day on the comp and took b/w pics and colour! U wanna see? Okay I'll show ya!

Told you I was bored lol, you love em or hate em? tell me dears!

Well here are the few MCR pics of the day!!!

Beautiful City Of The Dead,
Chelsey-----------------Ng

hmm....

2007-01-09T20:27:00.000+08:00

Guess what i've been doing?

Yup... u can guess....

beautiful city of the dead,
Chelsey Ng May Keng

x'mas lyrics

2007-01-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

I had a great x'mas!!! I got every mcr thing you could ever want! A guitar, A laptop!!! Geez im TOO fucking lucky!!!!

Well I'm obsessed with two songs at the present moment. "Skylines and Turnstiles" which is beautiful and has wonderful harmonies. Gerard Way was inspired to write this, in fact it was his first song he ever wrote, when he was on his way to work for CARTOON NETWORK he saw the twin towers fall and was inspired to write and get his shit together and make MCR whole again. But i truly found inspiration in his words and wrote a song called "Answers and Questions" and please dont tell anyone or refer your friends to my site. Just read this and keep it to yourself. PLEASE do not copy my words. they come from my own twisted mind. Get your own ;)

The other song is "Our Lady Of Sorrows" which has Gerard's favourite line in it. which i will highlight for you. I also was inspired to write a song after this which is called "Time For those Pills to Kick in" i haven't worked out all the kinks but its coming along.

LISTEN TO BOTH OF THE MCR SONGS BEFORE YOU READ MY LYRICS!!!
SONGS ARE LOCATED UNDER MY TAG BOARD!!!

SKYLINES AND TURNSTILES

You're not in this alone
Let me break this awkward silence
Let me go, go on record
Be the first to say I'm sorry
Be the first, to let you take me down
Then you lay me out
And if the world needs something better
Let's give them one more reason now
We walk in single file
We light up rails and punch our time
Ride escalators colder than a cell

-Chorus-
This broken city sky like butane on my skin
and stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here
(Repeat)

And in this moment we can't close the lids on burning eyes
Our memories blanket us with friends we know like fallout vapor
Steel corpses stretch out towards and ending sun scorched and black
It reaches in and rips your flesh apart
With ice cold hands and grabs a hold of your heart
That's if you've still got one that's left inside that cave you call a chest
And after seeing what we saw,
can we still proclaim our innocence
And if the world needs something better
Let's give them one more reason now
-Chorus-

OUR LADY OF SORROWS

We could be perfect one last night
And die like star-crossed lovers when we fight
And we can settle this affair
If you would shed your yellow take my hand
And then we'll solve the mystery of laceration gravity
This riddle of revenge please understand it has to be this way and

-Chorus-
Stand .up fucking tall .Don't let them see your back
Take. my fucking hand. and never be afraid again

We've only got once chance to put this at in end

and cross the patron saint of switchblade fights
You said we're not celebrities,
we spark and fade,
they die by threes I'll make you understand
and you can trade me for an apparition

-Chorus-

Trust, you said
Who put the words in your head Oh how wrong we were to think
That immortality meant never dying

-Chorus-

ANSWERS AND QUESTIONS

Tell me is the world ending?
Tell me please
Watch my bood red tears fallWhy?
Why wont you say anything?!
Well if you have one last breath in that heartless body
can. you. tell. me why?!!
--chorus-------------
As the sun sets over the hills
I scream, my tears fall
There was no reason that it had to happen
but It did
So if you have an inch of life in you tell me why?
Let me break this awful silence LET ME BE THE FIRST ONE TO YELL OUT
----------------------
Tears and visions stolen from my eyes
I was plagurised and left behind bare
Take this breath from my chest and I'll still fight on
My memory will rage on
So where's justice?
Tell me where is our lady of peace?
Where are you?!(X2[?])

--chorus--

Well i'm not answered and never will be
They silence me with everything but i JUST CANT
The blanket of their power falls above us and we stuggle but rage on

--chorus--
[END]

Time for those pills to kick in

(Guitar solo entry crushing drums and power chords)

Yeah!
Let the lust take one last stand
I stare you down knowing this is our. last. night.(drums ecentuate each full-stop)
But as that time just comes so near!I
ts time for us to say GOOD BYE my dear!
-CHORUS--------------------
Oh hey!Get your fucking things I want to get the hell outta here!
Take your pills, no wait i want one to just numb my fucking heart!
Take my fucking hand one last time and then its ALL OVER,
aw sugar no time for that...no
------------------------------

And as we watch those fires burn!
We hear the screams out of those burning statues
We take this chance to run away
We got nothing left to do in life so-

--CHORUS--

Who thought that dying would be the funnest thing to do?Who thought it(X4)

--CHORUS--

Thats it tell me what you think

Stoned,
Chels

PICCYS

2006-12-16T12:18:00.000+08:00

Here are all sorts'a pics! Some me some of my drawings which I want ya'll to tell me what you think! Oh + My shirt. The MCR one.

The drawings are the older ones withous marker my current ones have marker. Well Review on em I guess!

If this is what you want, Then FIRE at will!!!
CHELSEY

hm...

2006-12-16T11:34:00.000+08:00

And If your Heart stops beating
I'll Be here wondering did you get what you deserve?

Hi Everyone! I'm in the United States Of America! Well Florida, St Petersburg to be exact, lol. Well I've been going to "Hot Topic" ALOT!!! Very famous rock/punk/alternative shop where alot of the people in rockbands used to buy their clothes! Like MCR lol. I got an MCR shirt and BTW the Joanna war is over. So Jo I'm getting you that shirt! Dwi I got you a pair of earrings but I might get myself a pair they are uber cute!

On Sunday I'm going to MIAMI BABY! Gonna visit that famous tatoo place called MIAMI INK!!! Gonna shop and partay. Gonna eat stone crabs at Joe's or somethin like that. They originated there and they made the president well former prseident stand in line lol. DOWN WITH BUSH! ANYWAY... yeah...

I miss you!
I miss you so far!!!
And the collision of your kiss that made it so Hard!!!

I miss the love of my life....and I think this song which the lyric is from, 'Cemetary Drive' off the 'Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge' album obviously by 'My Chemical Romance'!!!!!

I'll try and load piccys for you.

BYE!!!

I've seen the Beautiful City of the dead,
Chelsey Ng May Keng....

life

2006-12-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hi eyeryone...

Have you ever realised that I only trust my inner circle? And even then I only let very few into my core... I have been a real jack ass for trusting certain people... Like Jo....I dont know how to trust her when her lips are coated with butter, they are so LOOSE! I tell her something and only her and suddenly the next day someone else knows....I hate that....and sometimes she can be the sweetest person on the planet and the next she is mean and insulting and she seems as if we never talked at all... how do i trust that?....I hate how I'm letting myself go...why? can anyone help me?....

C'mon C'mon C'mon I said Save ME!
Get me the hell out of here!
Save ME!
Too young to die and my dear!
You Cant!
If you cant hear me just walk away and!
TAKE ME!

Well so far I hope you are enjoying reading this about my crap slice of a life. Well they say I've got it good. But how is watching the argument you're parent's had the day before they divorced and you were only lets see...4 years old? Seeing you're mom date guys u liked before breaking up with them? Finding the right one but you cry out of no reason when she tells you they want to get married and then she gets pissed and understands and decides to wait? You realise you have a phobia of this new guy taking you're dad's place and you are so close to breaking down that you cry every night? The crying stops as you meet a guy, the guy of you're dreams. He loves you you love him. But after a while the talking slows and you start to get desperate because he lives all the way in Perth. You become depressed and start to act everyday of your life. You manage to fool everyone even you're parents and you're closest friend in school. You cry as you read a book as it sounds so much like what is going on. You talk to him and he seems cold and distant. You start to feel desperate trying to cling on to his prescense. You decide a surprise but it only gets him mad and he ignores you. You don't know why as you cry at night feeling as if he pulled you close as if to kiss you only to shoot you in the heart leaving you to fade...

Can you hear me cry out to you?
Words I Thought I'd choke on figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore,
I'm just a ghost...

You wake up a new person. You realise you're old flame is coming to your house along with your best friend and her little sister, and you have a strange feeling. He comes and baisically charms you off your feet as you spend time talking about each other's most intimate secrets. Of family. You are only able to lean on his knee relishing this very small touch. He leaves and you wish he could've spent the night as your mom says it would've been alrigt because of the situation. Your friends and yourself go up to your room and chit chat before sleeping. The next day he comes over and we have fun. You head back to the room and play dare. Your friend who had made out with him once for a dare is asked to do 7 minutes in heaven. You feel alright seeing as she said that she was no longer interested. You open the door at times up and see them jumping apart. You can feel the tears sting you're eyes as you fake a smile and murmur "Times Up...". You storm into the room and sit far away from them as he lays on your bed and your friend sits on an edge. Soon she comes to you asking whats wrong? You fake a smile and scribble on a piece of paper. "You promised!" she looks appaled as you stand to lead the guy out. She hisses "I never promised!" you glare at her and say "You did!" as you storm out the guy is left standing and your friend saying something. You put on an act as you say good bye trying you're hardest to look away from him. He leaves and you all go up. You're friend and you work out the kinks and are alright but you still feel a hint of betrayel as she says she would only use him as a hook up.
I feel a bit like this chorus...

If I'm so wrong,
How could you listen all night long?
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamn thing...

And now the sad thing is.... I cant choose between my new love and my old flame... They are both wonderful people with a bad boy streak which I absoloutely LOVE! But I feel like I'm betraying both. My friend who 'likes' my flame says he has too much emotional baggage and she doesen't want that. But I like that. It makes them both seem real.

Can you see?
My eyes are shining bright,
Cause I'm out here on the other side,
Of a jet black hotel mirror,
And I'm so weak.
Is it hard understanding?
I'm incomplete.
A love thats so demanding!
I get weak...

Well I hope the ppl involved in this(NOT MY PARENTS!!!) read this. Especially the guys. They need to know.

I'm not afraid of death anymore,
Chelsey

Damn it why?`

2006-11-24T13:12:00.000+08:00

(Well I think I'm gonna burn in hell)
(Everbody burn the house right down)
(And say what I wanna say!)
(Tell Me I'm an angel, TAKE this to my Grave!)
(Tell me I'm a bad man! Kick me like a stray!)
(Tell Me I'm an angel, TAKE this to my Grave!)

Hey Guys, this is Chelsey the obsessed MCR fan... I managed to draw, in detial, the skeleton on the cover and 2 of the skeletons on the album art of the MCR album!!! I'm so happy, my mom loves it! I drew the one with the drum and the one which is leading the parade and pulling the creepy patient guy along, but i decided to just draw the skeleton and not the patient :P

(And If your life wont wait then your heart cant take this!)
(...And wouldn't it be Great If we were all DEAD!?)
(...Oh, motherfucker if Life ain't a joke then WHY are we laughing?)
(THEN WHY AM I DEAD?)

Have I ever told you guys how fascinated I am with death? Not in a sucidal way but a truly intrigued by its possibilities kinda way. I mean have you ever questioned if there really is a heaven? Or do we all go to Hell?

(I've been a BAD MOTHER FUCKER tell your sister i'm another!)

I mean honsetly before we die do we have like a small chance at redemption? So that if we redeem ourselves we are allowed to live again? Like when we die we see that white light apparently and we have a choice of whether to walk into it or not? Like death is a temptation, it tempts you to walk into, to allow it to engulf you? But if we walk away and back into the dark we are allowed to come back to this life?

(By street Light, This Dark night a seance down below)
(There's thing's that I have done, You never, should ever know!)

And if we do go to Hell, will it be as bad as we think it is? Will it really be filled with the flames of evil? Or is this just thought up by one very creative and contriversal author? That one author who managed to trick us into beleiving that there is a hell, what if hell IS Heaven and Heaven IS Hell? Ever think that way? It's an interesting concept isn't it?

(To unexplain the unforgiveable)
(drain all the Blood and GIVE THE KIDS A SHOW!)

What IF we we're all going to Heaven believing that being saints and wasting our lives away in fear of not being able to reach heaven and realise that Heaven was Always and Always will be HELL? And those who may have sinned once or twice but carried on living they're lives unafraid of what was to come end up in Hell but soon realise it is Heaven? That the minor sinners who never really believed in Hell or Heaven end up in paradise because they didn't live in fear?

(MAMA we all go to hell[x2])
(I'm writing this letter and wishing you well)
(MAMA WE ALL GO TO HELL!)
(MAMA we're all gonna die[x2])
(Stop asking me questions I'd hate to see you cry)
(MAMA WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE!)

(I see you lying next to me)
(With words I thought I'd never speak)
(Awake and unafraid)
(Asleep OR DEAD!)

Now I hope you have found my corrupted thoughts interesting :P But I must leave you, Although it sadens me to do so, But i must my wonderful readers...Remember, don't be afraid. Stay awake and always UNAFRAID!

(Now I know)
(That I cant make You stay)
(But where's you're heart, but where's your heart?)
(BUT WHERES YOUR-)
(And I know theres nothing I can do)
(To Change that part, To change that part.)
(TO CHANGE!)

(I am NOT AFRAID to keep on LIVING)
(I am NOT AFRAID to walk THIS world ALONE)
(Honey if you STAY you'll be FORGIVEN)
(NOTHING you can say will STOP ME going HOME!)

I am NOT AFRAID of DEATH for I have FACED it eye to eye,
Chelsey

MCR Obsessing

2006-11-23T11:20:00.000+08:00

(Now come one come all to this tragic affair)
(Wipe off that make up- whats in is despair)
(Throw on the black dress mix in with the lot)
(You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not)

I've been absouloutely obsessed with MCR lately and I cant help it! And I dont know i'm kinda pissed at Jo for liking them but calling them and effing BOY BAND! They are NOT a BOY BAND! BOY BAND'S DONT PLAY ROCK MUSIC OR EVEN FUCKING PLAY INSTRUMENTS!!! HELLO?! JO MISS MUSIC CONESUIR(Sp??)

Well I am truly inspired by Gerard Way of MCR, not only is it hot he is and artist, and its quite sad that his cartoon of "Breakfast Monkey" didn't make it to "Cartoon Network" but then again it's a good thing for us because if it wasn't for that he wouldn't have re-focused his career, and decided to make MCR a serious band. So too bad for YOU Cartoon Network :P

And did you know that Gerard Way had suffered from Drug and Alcohol abuse? Yeah, and he finally managed to quit in 2004 here's a quote, "I think that My Chemical Romance saved my life..."-Gerard Way. Awesome eh?

I found out on www.feeltheromance.com that "House of wolves" was pictured by Gerard way as two wolves being the devil that tries to tempt the patient...

Sorry now because i really would put pictures of them but im at my mom's office and we are using machintosh + my pictures are ALL at home...SORRY!

(If you look in the mirror and dont like what you see)
(You can find out first hand what its like to be me)
(So gather 'round piggies and kiss this goodbye)
(I'd encourage your smiles)
(I expect you wont cry!!!)

[And wouldn't it be great if we were all DEAD?]
[DEAD!]

JUST LEAVE ME IN THE DARK I KNOW DEATH WONT HURT because I'VE MET IT FACE TO FACE,
Chelsey

Love...

2006-11-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

So I need to tell you guys something...

I met the love of my life(so far( a few months ago....He lives in Aussie, Perth....and He just told me he loves me! And he's coming to Singapore soon! And he's lonely cos im not there....He told me he loved me after i told him......Now he feels he NEEDS to be around me! how awesome is that?!?!?!

Gosh....im floating now....really... swoon....

Afredasay,
Chels

2006-11-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

You Are a Dragon

You are very charismatic and incredibly popular.
People are drawn to your energy, but you are a very difficult person to get to know.
You are very active - you are usually hard at work or play.
You enjoy drama, and you enjoy anything unusual or eccentric.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Your French Name is:

Vinvella Humbert

What's Your French Name?

Your Stripper Song Is

I'm a Slave 4 U by Britney Spears

"I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it.
I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it."

You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to!

What Song Should You Strip To?

Your Musical Tastes Match: Jennifer Garner

See her whole playlist here (iTunes required)

What Celebrity Matches Your Taste in Music?

You Belong in London

A little old fashioned, and a little modern.
A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock.
A unique woman like you needs a city that offers everything.
No wonder you and London will get along so well.

What City Do You Belong In?

You Are a Bad Girl

You are 30% Good and 70% Bad
You're a total bad girl, from your wild hair to tattooed toes.
But you're too badass to even care if you're labeled "bad"!

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

What People Think of Your Mouth

People see you as both demanding and irresistible.
You are often the center of attention - and that's how you like it.
You are up for anything and very energetic. People sometimes propose wild ideas to you.
And who knows? Maybe you'll take them up on it. You are known to be a little freaky!

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

You Are Funky Panties

You're stylish, trendy, but not over the top.
You know how to look good - without looking like you're trying too hard.
Men think that you're cute, friendly, and approachable.
And you've got a spunky, feisty side that comes out after a while!

What Kind of Panties Are You?

Your Passion is Red!

You've got that spark - a good dose of intensity, power, and determination.
You do whatever you want in life ... to hell with what anyone thinks!
With so many interests and loves, you're always running around doing something new.
You have fire in your eyes, and it shows. Bet you're even wearing something red!

What Color is Your Passion?

You Should Get an Abstract Tattoo

Artistic and unique
You're the most likely type to personally design your tattoo

What Tattoo Should You Get?

You Are Most Like Scarlett Johansson

“One of the best things for a woman to hear is that she is sexy.”

What Modern Bombshell Are You Most Like?

You Were Pretty Average This Year

You Were 60% Naughty, 40% Nice

You tried to be a good girl this year...
But as you know, being good isn't that fun!
If you're extra sweet, you may have enough time to get on that nice list.

How Naughty (Or Nice) Were You This Year?

You Are Sensual Sexy

You exude a luxiourous sensuality in your everyday life
Turning heads everywhere you go, it's all about your sexy attitude.
You're naturally hot - gorgeous in both sweats and stilettos.
Your biggest problem is that your utra sexy self sometimes scares men away.

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

You Are a Passionate Kisser

You are the most likely type to kiss a sexy stranger

Your kissing style is unpredictable and free spirited

You could kiss anyone at a drop of a hat

It's all about where your passion leads you

What's Your Kissing Style?

You Are a Tiny Tease

You like to flirt and show off your body, but what confident woman doesn't.
You enjoy male attention, and you're usually pretty good at not leading men on.
However, there are times when you get carried away with your sexy behavior.
It's okay to use your amazing flirting powers for good - but never for evil!

Are You a Tease?

Hi guys! Go to this website and check out the quizes alot
of fun ones! Haha ENJOY!

2006-11-08T12:54:00.000+08:00

The signal is subtle
We pass just

close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
I feel your pain
There is a secret that we keep
Miss Scarlet Loves You Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given to make things right
We are compelled to do what we must do
My motto, defeat the purpose
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
-anonymous-

We take things so lightly in this world that we dont stop to think how we may be affecting others around us....
How we take their love for granted....
How we forget how much they mean to us...
Simple things like that....
But now we see the serious side....
The side no one wants to talk about...
LOVE...
A broken heart is not easy to mend....
Nor is reicieving love from the one who caused a hole in your very being....
That person whom is showering u with love is also ripping that hole in your being even wider...
Funny how they care for you yet they are unknowingly ripping you apart....
But you know you cant tell them....
No...
You know if you tell them that will just be starting a hole in their being....
A hole they don't deserve...
REDEMPTION...
But sometimes....
JUST sometimes...
You work things out....
And the faint trace of the hole is still there...
Waiting for another heart ache....
But you know....
And he/she knows....
That your love will last....
That your love will over power that hole...
And you both will live...
Live in happiness...
No longer in the fear of heartache...
But in the glow of romance....
-Written by your very own bloggeress, Chelsey :)-

Hey guys! I hope you find this post interesting...As fun as it was for me to write the one in black, i'd like your reviews in return! Consructive Cristisism welcomed!

Ciao Bella,
Chelsey...

Office time 1

2006-11-07T15:16:00.000+08:00

Hullo!!!

whats up my people! haha i haven't really had a fun holiday cause i hav been...

DUN DUN DUN!!!!!!!

Grounded for awhile but apparently it will be over next week! Wohoooooo! Yeah! Plus DWI and TRIA went to Bali, damn.....i have no escape from grounding grr.... But its ok. I've been working at my mom's office, and well I had to call random ppl who gav us their phone numbers but NOT their adresses! I mean we stated "Please Give Us Your Phone Number and Adress, THank You......blah blah...." So I hav to call and say.

"Hi (insert*laughs with gen* name) ! I'm calling from the Singapore Jewel Fest,We reicieved your phone number at the reception and we would like to pdate our database. Would you like to be updated on jewellery events and other related activities?" Then I either take down their email and adress or say "Thank you godd bye." haha fun eh?

Now, Melissa(colligue[sp?]) is going to give me something to do. Wohoo....

My mom said if I do well I get a bonus at the end of the week...WOHOO! MORE $MOOLAH$!!!!!!!!!!!

Well love ya'll!
Your ecentric bloggress,

Chelsey

P.S: Sorry if this looks weird there's something up with this computer [Mac Com] and I cant see the font or colour thing so...yea...-_-lll

SUPERNOVA

2006-10-30T14:19:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! I know its been a really long time but I only want to say one thing.....SUPERNAOVA'S ALBUM IS COMING OUT ON NOVEMBER 21st! GO OUT AND BUT IT! THE STUDIO EDIT FOR ALL SUPPERNOVA'S SONGS SOUND A TAD DIFFERENT BUT ITS NICE! Those who have Lime wire you can search. ALL good! Got to Lukas and
SUPERNOVA click on either. You dont need to watch the slideshow just listen to the music, its the studio edit stuff dude! Well enjoy! Love all of ya! Ciao!

ah school

2006-10-17T21:16:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! Anyway jewlfest was FANTASTIC! I wore my dress again and well let me say the models were H-O-T hot!!!!! The cat lady in the whole getup with the ears the jewelry and the gloves it was just all black and WOW! Then the model with the gold shaky stuff hanging off her and she did that whole thing with the gold dust all thrown about was AWESOME! Then I want you guys to know that i picked most the dresses! HAH! Hehehehe...yay! And they looked stunning on the models! Anyway after that I felt so self concious walking into MosBurger in my dress! But i got over it. Tria stayed over and we had a 'TheNanny' marathon. It was fun and we made a tent in my living room. Hehe cool stuff. The next morning i had to go for TaeKwonDo and Tria tagged along. But guess what i got paired up with this big adult guy and when we were sparring I kicked him on his knee just as he was about to kick me so...OW! I thought i xouldnt walk! I could barely walk at all! My god i thought that I had a splinter.Then I couldn't hold the pain in and i cried a lil'....

Anyway I found out Chian bought me 3 MAPLE CASH CARDS! HE said i could use it whenever...hehe...GO ME!!!!Today i went back to school. And we had to do body combat. grr...SO BORING! + my foot hurt quite a fair bit. I hung out with Liz and Joy the whold day..."Oh joy sweet joy how my heart longs to be with you! Goodbye i souch seet SORROW!" Joy and i joked around liuke that it was funny we just JOKE around but i think its funny, so does she.

After school I went for drama to practice for the exam tomorrow and my god! It is such a strong message our script! Its very strong. We took on the(BTW all the "we's" stand for my group) topic no one else wanted to. Broken, screwed up families. And scuicide. But it is really strong even just the visuals the way we did the lighting...powerful. So i hope we get good grades for it cause I feel it is a fantastic script.

Well I must leave you know my sweetes...fare the well!-Chelsey-

Exams! How i loathe them.....

2006-10-10T17:21:00.000+08:00

Hi you guys! Well sorry this is late....anyway. I have been studying and preparing for exams.... ugh my legs hurt from TaeKwonDo we had to do this reflex thing and first im chosen to demonstrate THEN i have to go do it in my group. Then the guy who was intructing us [Instructor Dan] HAD to pick me! ME! Why me? He picked me as the fastest in the group and I had to do that reflex thing infront of the class with intrutor Patrick manning the Hand mits! Like he kept hitting me with it! Grr...... Anyway i found out my TaeKwonDo exam is on October 29th ya'll can come^_~! Joking....PLEASE DONT COME!!!!!! Hahahaha....

Okay...Last Last week on Thursday(29th September 2006) it was my English exam it was quite okay. Then Last week Friday(6th October 2006) was MOTHER TONGUE! AH! EVILNESS.....Today(10th october) was IH and Math paper 1. Any way all i have left is English paper3, Science and Math Paper2. Well it all ends on Thursday! Yay!!!!

On thurs i think im gonna go out and bring my video cam so gen and i can make a special video for matts xmas present and if i can get jewelfest on tape i'll put it in there too! Well i am going to leave you with hot guy pics...well too me! hehe...draco and hermione piccy too!

hey...

2006-09-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY TAGGERS! I HATE EXAMS THEY ARE AROUND THE CORNER! WTF AM I DOING HERE?! ANYWAY, I ALSO CANT GET MY AUDITION TO WORK! HELP!!!?!?!?!?!?!

CIAO!

Oh the DRAMA!

2006-09-22T17:25:00.000+08:00

Today I found it strangely dramatic, cause like you know there's the original Baka Family consisting of : BAKA Red: Me Chelsey!
BAKA Green: Yoko
BAKA Yellow: Mariah
BAKA Purple: Joanna
BAKA Pink: Millicent
BAKA Brown: Michelle[um, not sure^-^''']
BAKA Blue: Celeste
BAKA Orange: Genevieve
BAKA Black: Nastassia [i spelt that right, Right?]
Anyway then theres the 'Elementics' (lame right?) they like copied us. I know i sound bitchy but its true! Anyway it consists of Yukie, Pritisha, Andrina(Shifty~), Leigh(annoying prat! Love her sis tho ^_' !), Rini, Nadirah( BLEH! EWWWW! FUG!Tell u more later), Dewi? im not too sure, Brenda(annoying......). okay here's the problem....

You know Nadirah, She has been talking shit about us behind our backs while pretending to be our friends then proceeding to TRY to make us hate Jo. I mean she didn't even tell Jo what was going on so Jo didn't even know why until now. And she also wrote a book...no Clipboard! about us. Like she wrote all this shit about us and it was all untrue! Jo showed the clipboard(haha) to us after we explained EVERYTHING about Nadirah. Well today Nadirah wanted to have a conference with us and then she HAD to bring all her "elem-losers" with her as back up. Doesen't that show how cowardly she is? HONESTLY! Well she started talking rubbish about us and she asked for an explanation and Jo got all riled up and went straight to the classes that wanted to help us with Nadirah and went to Chloe but they were too late and Nadirah was like all sobbing, bloody baby she cant even handle a few harsh words after all the harsh things she said and wrote about us, as they say 'If you can dish it out you better be able to take it back'. Gawd! Then Leigh played "mediator" which didn't work but instead ended up getting Millie and Gen all pissed, Yoko was almost pissed. And i had to step in as usual and work everyhting out but its so hard ewhen Brenda and Leigh DONT WANT TO LISTEN! Anyway we went up and Chloe and Ethel followed us. But when we got up there NADIRAH that fugly bi-atH was talking to the counsellour! OMFG! WHAT A BABY! HAHAHA! She cant even handle a little pressure! How did she make it through the Musical? Hah!And thenYukie told me she told Ms Soh cause she asked her, fair enough cause Jo told Ms B.Tan[ the 'B' stands for Beatrice but Iike to think its stands for BITCH]. Well thatt was really it. Ah welll....Gtg my readers i dont understand why you read this shit, is my life thaaaaat intresting? Haha Aredeverci!

Pain...

2006-09-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

Have you ever felt you loved someone so much it hurt?Have you ever wanted to be numb? Nu,b so you cannot feel the pain ripping up your heart to shreds....I do and I just wanted you to know, whoever you are I just want you to know i thank you for reading. I love some guy, Well maybe not love but definately more than infactuation. And I know he likes me too, he teases me and I may laugh but it just hurts me in the end. I feel like a hole is where my heart is whenever I think of him....i guess i just cant Love him cause i know it would never work one thing is he's in A DIFFERENT COUNTRY! UGH! i even wrote a song! god! im obssesed! Well that was before not know just wanted you to know....Ciao...

Rockstar: SUPERNOVA

2006-09-21T20:31:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys!!!! Guess what? LUKAS ROSSI WON ROCKSTAR: SUPERNOVA!!!! I'm soooooooo happy about that! and i'll show you guys pics later XP I might even get a soundclip...hmm....Anyhoo i Love him he's hot(to me just dont flame about him he's my crush), he sings great and he's got a grwat attitude! I mean i love all his old stuff especially his original. It;s called "Headspin" you can check out my fave version the accoustic one at www.rockstar.msn.com week 11 and dont click finale performances click the one before that. :D Anyway I can put the Ly rics here but why should I when i can give you the fansite with the lyrics :D www.lukas-rossi.com good stuff.

Cause of him I finally got my band together! Rock band mind you, I got 2 originals down and working on the 3rd one. here's a list of the people involved.
-Lead vocals (maybe rhythem guitar) : Chelsey
-Drums: Millicent
-Lead guitar: Sabrina (still unsure but i need to hear her again or she's out.)
.Dwi will temperarily be a guitarist if we need help.
.Tabbitha too :D
- Manager(Hahaha): Shanaz

Anyway we are working on the name i was thinking "vendetta" or "novacaine" but its in the works. If you have any ideas PLEASE feel free to speak up!

Well heres the piccys i promised! Bye!

Random Hot-ness
The "Fix you" and "Headspin(accoustic)" performance night outfit :D

Lukas performing "Lithium"

The Laughing fools!!!haha!

Its me and Lukas...I wish....

Rocking....

2006-08-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

Heyy everyone!!! I know bad me haven't been posting sorry. Im also totally in l<3ve>really inspirational! I love Lukas, Storm and Dilana though i feel Dilana has gotten a bit over confident. Anyway Lukas looks so much better when he smiles! Especially in that week 7 song "Hero" such a cute face god! And great song! ahhh!!!! Oh and Storm did a good job this week. Patrice is out sigh....Oh well all good things must come to an end. And she made it already. I love her song "Beautiful thing" its just too feel-good for SuperNova. I absouloutely LOVED Ryan's song "Back of Your Seat" i think, anyway its about the end of the world and people are scared and praying in church and then some people are making Love <3<3<3>to MAGNI! Hello?! That is like CHEATING!!!!! Haiz....cool anyway i love that " TeenSpirit" song by Nirvana and Magni did it so well...WITH A FLU! Give props to him man! And i love TommyLee! He is sooo damn funny i just love the way he acts its really hilarious! I love Gilby and his dog and his wonderful guitar skills + advice. And Jason also has like mad skills! Great advice. I LOVE TOMMY LEE'S HORNED HOODY IM GONNA GO OUT AND FIND IT AND BUY IT! BUAHAHAHA!!!! Or then again...i could make it...hmm ideas....Anyway thats all i got right now k? BYE BYE!!!!

Its Been a while eh?

2006-08-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

Hi! I know it been awhile so sorry! But i've been sooooo busy...I just finished my musical Clash Of The Elements, i was Typhoon from the Wind tribe and a shout out to Breeze and the windies and...Basically the whole cast of Clash! Gimme one clash clap! noing noing noing! But I really am having withdrawel problems i miss it so much that i burst out into dance and song at random moments!!!sigh...I mis my director especially Miss Loretta Tan. She was soooo fun and...she still owes me my DZD, but thats out of the point, but she helped me soooo much. She taught me how to capture the audience so thank you MissL.Tan!!!!

I would also like to thank Mr Desmond out assistant Director and choreographer and Mr Moe and Miss Fiona and of course Ms Jane Tan.

I Miss EVERYONE TONS!!!! Dont forget the reunion(maybe) on SEPTEMBER 2ND!!!!

aredaverci everyone!!!!

Im in NEW YORK!

2006-06-10T08:44:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone sorry this is late!-_-''I know, I know Dwi you said if i didn't post you'd scold me but heres' my excuse, jetlag and when i was on the com i accidentally forgot and wrote fanfiction and ended up getting pulled away from the laptop....by my grandfather !

Ok on the first night, heres' my crazy story. When we reached JFK NewYork airport we had to get to the other NewYork airport called "Lagourdia" [both airports suck.MAJOR.] we took a cab and when we were in the cab the cab driver said that they were canceling loads of flights and delaying em' aswell somy mom is like "Crap!" and im like "Shit!!!" well we go there anyway. We arrive and its bloody freezing i thought my nose was gone cause i couldn't feel a damn thing! Anyway this nice man upfront managed to check in our big luggage[ when first step foot into america even if yo're catching a connecting flight you still have to get your luggage from the luggage belt and then re-check it in :( ]. We went in and found out they only delayed our flight by 10 mins phew then we settled to sitting at the gate. They changed the timing to guess how much later? 3 BLOODY HOURS! I felt like bringing out the irish in me and slapping all of em' silly! So i decided to sleep. Soon after my mom [whose supposed to keep TIME!] fel asleep too. She woke up[i woke up too and told her i was going to the bathroom] and walked- no, ran to the gate and the lady said they changed the gate to no. 2 , so she ran there and checked with them and they said they already finished boarding and that they had already called her for the earlier flight. So she pleaded with the lady at the desk and she said she would re-open the gate but she asked, "where's your daughter?" my mom is like WHAT!!!! and she runs to the bathroom and gets me out. We run to board and its one of em' tiny rubber-band planes so we just ge in and i slept...again.

We arrived in Syracuse,NY and met my grandparents and my mom just realized that our checked-in luggage might not have got in. Luckily it did.

We arrived at Clayton which is an hour and a half from Syracuse. We got up had a drink and slept at..i dunno 5 IN THE FRIGGIN' MORN! grr...fume...alright nvm then.

ok too tired will continue another time.

For now this is either Chelsey or Dracoismysexyferret signing out!

Traveling.....sucks

2006-06-07T14:18:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone! I just got off the flight and finally found a cyber cafe. Im in Amsterdam right now my next connection is at 1pm and i arrived at 5am i magine.....9 FRIGGIN' HOURS IN THIS AIRPORT!!!!Ugh....But its' quite alright so nvm.

Well the flight from Singapore to Amsterdam was 13 hours. But im used to it by now. When we got on the plane I took out my ear plugs and my ipod and baisically...slept.[And dreamt of Draco....Buahahahaha]Well when i woke up i just listened to music....OH! Theres' this damn rude flight attendant she was helping my mom put the suitcase in the overhead compartment and you know what she said? She said "could you please help me," in an annoyed tone."i do this all the time you know you could just do it on your own." I mean puh-lease! Grr....Pissed me off that one.

Well if any of you people like to read fanfiction my new name on fanfiction.net is "Dracoismysexyferret" Haha funny right? a ha ha...ha~....ok nvm. Well im writing fanfiction so you guys can go enjoy or whateer you people do.

I am gonna go read Fanfiction now but this goes out to Genevieve: Can you please tell the musical girls, example ;Millie, Jo, Chloe etc...., to come read my blog so they can tell MissJaneTan and MissLorettaTan what im doing in the states yeah? Just tag me and tell me k?

This is yours truly, Chelsey Ng May Keng, signing out, till next time, Tip your waitresses!

P.S.: See Dwi i posted buahahaha!

rum, Rum, RUM!

2006-05-21T15:20:00.000+08:00

Hai! Sorry I dont post sometimes i'm busy with..um....with....Fanfiction!Yeah thats it!Haha....

So, I actually have an account on FanFiction "ChelseyJaneMalfoy" Haha. ok so school has been like shit i hate school! Well actually i don't hate school just pissed at teachers. Haha...I think tis whole fight thing with Joanna is over and I think we have become better friends because of it.

Well finished with that crap. I went to chapel on friday [as usual] and I accepted christ actually it was quite emotional for me but i obviously didn't show it. Hi Yahui! She's pretty cool! Ok, I've been catching up with homework....Oh yeah! I'm doing the SMSS idol hopefully i'm going for the audition monday hopefully. But Monday is camp, so how does this work out? oh well....

Oh my mom had like 16 ppl over[including me and my mom] it was fun!

Ok dudes i like gotta go so like goodbye!oh yes....

Yoho yoho a pirates life for me!

Im baaaaack~

2006-04-30T21:26:00.000+08:00

Im back honeys and...dudes haha!

Well dahlings i must tell you i've been busy as shit! I have the musical to prepare for musical we've already done the work shop which was all about singing and getting to know each other and de-briefing.

We finally found out our roles!

I was supposed to be like an extra sort of who gets like only a few lines but I was happy anyway! Then Joanna got the lead villian "Mega". Well they did'nt decide "Typhoon" YET so the asked me to read as her when we got our scripts to just, ya'know, read through.(Character de-brief: Typhoon is young chief not yet 20 and is kind and caring and is choosen for gentle mannars)Well i read and when we were supposed to leave my director MsLoretta Tan and my drama um...lets call her teacher MsJaneTan (no they are not related) asked me to stay after everyone left. Then they told me!

"Chelsey, " MsLorettaTan said." we decided that you are much better as Typhoon."

"Really?!"I said"wow!Thanks soooo much!"i said not sounding to eager and they exscused me and i went outsaide and started screaming and spinning around i was so damn happy!

Then i think Tria slept over another 3 times!

Erica stayed over on Friday(latest friday) we baisically chilled the whole day and after that we went with my mom to "Coq & Bull" total meaty food shop and i had this BEAUTIFUL, tender sweet lamb! YUM! My mom had prime rib Erica had BBQ pork.

We went for my TaeKwonDo class the next day i almost fainted got too tired....

I GOT MY BROWN TIP!YAY!

"Chelsey is too tired and she will contiue later...c'mere you!"Says Draco

"Hello i am not too tired get that hand off my mou-!"Chelsey says but is captured!

"U cannot escape my love haha that sounds stupid. Lets leave the Mudbloods *cough*gen*cough* good bye!" with that draco takes me away...grr

sleep over-ness

2006-03-05T20:53:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!!!I hope you like the new skin!,thanks to, yet again,DWI!!!!Thanks honey!Well speaking of Dwi, her sister slept over!We made a tent!We blew up the air matress,and we slept in the living room, we put 4 chairs on each orner and put a blanket on top!Soooooooo much fun!We could see the T.V from inside,it was like"whoa"~....Hahahaha....

When we woke up the next day we started playing "Harvest Moon;Save the home land",we earned enough gold to buy a cow!We named it "Moo<3"haha....after>

drama,drama,DRAMA!

2006-03-04T21:59:00.000+08:00

Hi ya'll!Im getting feed back that you read this crap about my life so....I'll write!!!

So on friday[3rd] i finally did my audition, the SINGING PART! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!I sang "save me" by CorrineMay and "BeautifullyBroken"By AshleeSimpson. The judge was the composer but he is i mean is gay!I was soooooooo nervous!But he told me it was great!!!!And he liked that i wrote my own scripts.Wheeee!Happy day!

My close friend Joanna is sooooo cocky! She thinks just cause she's in some programme [that is actually pretty cool but im joining]cause she gets more stage time,but she got a second call back and only 1 other girl got the call back,i heard that it was a bad thing.Hahahahaha.....

Anyway my super-de-duper cool LAP teacher MsWang she said she is gonna bring us to VJC![VictoriaJuniorCollege]They have 3 treehouses!A black-box![type of room,everything is back so u can see everything on stage]And its right next to east coast!She said she'll bring us to the beach and eat!WOHOOOOOOOO!So sad...she will be leaving halfway through the year....sob....but we will give her one Hell of a going away party!:D

ok i'll continue later ya'll!Honey dont worry im coming back!Hahahaha

Back to school?

2006-02-01T20:24:00.001+08:00

Hi kiddies! Sorry for the late post-_-'''''....Well lets start from the beginning,On the first day of school / orientation we just practically sat in the hall the whole day telling us about rules and leadership oppertunities,blahblah.........2nd day we spent almost the whole day in class to get to know everyone and finally when THE "REAL" orientation started the prefects or our 'facillatators' schedueled games, cheers ,mass dance and claps and stuff...FUN,FUN,FUN,FUN!Then on the 2nd day they told us we had to do a skit in a DAY!GAWD! Guess what the whole thing got put on me[ask me for details...]but we did win the 1st prize for skit!YAY!

I dont have much time but we have this really cool subject which we can only do in St.Margs, its called "LAP" 'LanguageArtsProgramme"cool-ness all of it consists of drama, lit. ,Eng.,dance,music,and the other performing arts and our exam at the end of the year is to do a musical! cool...I got into both drama as a CCA and Subject.Im also in Malay Dance :D

Well thats all kiddies!Chelsey is out of here!

2006-02-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

'Ello 'ello!

2005-12-21T11:56:00.000+08:00

Hi all!Im sorry busy....We went to elling ton theother day!I know all of you are wondering 'wtf is ellington?' well its basically a huge and when i say huge i mean 3X as big as the heeyren.Anyway...I finally got my cow boy'girl' boots!Imsooooooooooohappy!!!!Well my mom bought some stuff and i did too and etc....thats it!

After that we went to the "CrabTrap2" not 1 but 2!Anyway i had the crabcakes[delish!]And my mom and grandmother both had the lobster cakes[nice but mine were better]And my grandpa-pa had the fried clams and scallops!All good!

sorry i gtg i have to hangout with my grand parents but 1 more thing..."KingKong"&"Aeon Flux" rock my world!thats all kids!Buh-bye!

Note to dwi:I wanted to put a password thing on my blog.Like my phone number ya!Anyway i hope you can come in june!My grandparents still hve the offer to spend a day in N.Y.C for you!love ya!

If any of you people want to send me something....

2005-12-18T12:37:00.000+08:00

ChelseyNgMayKeng
7037 SunsetDrive South
#205
South Pasadena,Florida
33707

This is so you guys can send me stuff if you want to.
Just ask the guys at the post office or your parents how much the stamp should be cos im not sure. :D

disney,etc.,etc. ........................

2005-12-18T11:47:00.000+08:00

[DAY 1]Hi kiddies!Sorry i havent posted-_-'.I've spent tue,wens,and thurs[day] in "Disney Land" yay me!We had sooo much fun there!On the first day we went to the "Magic Kingdom".They have redone some of the castle so it looks better now.First the we watched the parade and took some pictures, then we went on the haunted mansion ride.Over all it was fun!

Then we went to "tomorrow land"[part of magic kingdom] and we went on this "buzz light year ride" its really quite stupid.We just shoot aliens but we all compete with each other so thats fun!

We did some other stuff there but then we went to "Epcot"[diff. place] and we went to test track where you are a test dummy for cars!I love the ending which is where you speed up and go really really fast!Soooooooooo...ooooo...oo fun!!!!We also went to innovations which is all this really cool science stuff.After that we had dinner at 'Alfrados' which is in the "Italy" part of Epcot.Food there is fantastic!!!!!Must go every year!After that it was freezing!!!!We were watching this 30mins long firework show fantastic!

After that we headed back to the hotel.

[DAY 2]We woke up the next morning and headed to the "Animal Kingdom".There we went on this safari ride with real animals and what-not.Then we went to 'Dino land U.S.A'[another part of this kingdom]Where we first went on this simulator which was promptly called 'dinosaur' after the movie.Then i went on a mini coaster which was fun.

After that we headed to "MGM Studio's".The first ride we went on was the backlot movie tour.My grandfather tried 'the tower of terror' said it wasnt so bad.Then we did this starwars thing and ate at the "Brown Derbie"[to any one who goes there try the pork tenderloin,its to die for]After that we just went back.

[Day 3]Inthe morning we went to a buffet in the morning then headed back home.We then went to Ybor city[pronounced as ee-bore] We then wnet shopping and saw "KingKong".After that we had dinner at a Thai resteraunt.

Sorry kids im tired and i want to chill so i'll continue tomorrow.

Message to Dwi:In the we are going to NewYork probably for a day.My grandparents know you want to see it so they thought they'd stay a day for you.Then we are going to take the boat and go sailing throughout the thousand islands and we can stroll through the forests on each one!Just picture an elven forest its beautiful.

cookies,cookies and more cookies!

2005-12-11T06:43:00.000+08:00

Hi kiddies!Im enjoying my holiday!Today i woke up at 11am which is quite a shocker cos' for the past few days my mom and I woke up at like 7am.But nevermind that.Today after i got ready we went to the DINER !YAY!I had a chilli dog & fries my mom had eggs[over hard],bacon,rye toast and home fries[there's a diffrence between home fries and regular fries!] my grand father basically had the same thing as my mom except he had white toast instead of rye and had grits instead of home fries.My grandma had 2 poached eggs and dry rye toast.[she's on a diet]Dwi I made it specific for you!+can u please give me your postal code i really need it just type it on my tagboard!

After that we went to get the tree[YAY!!!!].We got a short but nice and fat one!its so cute!We also got 3 poinsettas!All for $15 yay!!!

Then we went to this store i forgot what its called but it had fantastic vintage hats it was great.I also found something for my mom!We then went next door to the dollar shop and got baskets to put cookies in.This is hillarious...we bought these fake guns and axes to put in the stockings cos we thought it'd be funny.But the moment you move the axe around it makes noises so we put it in the cart and over every bump it went zing it was so annoying!And now in the house whenever you walk by it it goes zing I swear im gonna go crazy!

Well now i have to part with you to go make cookies so...BYE KIDDIES!

hi!sorry for late post-_-''''

2005-12-10T03:01:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!Im sorry for not posting...jetlag caught up with me':D Any ways...yesterday we went to the mall!Before that my grandmother gave me this really nice lipstick.In the mall we went to all of the clothes shops.Like 'claire's','the limited','limited','M.A.C' and most exciting...'Victoria's Secret'!My mom got me underware from there 5 for US$25!!yay me!Then we went into dillards and found nothing.....i got dwi & tria more presents.yay.......

Today was boring we just cycled...but we saw chronicals of narnia!yay!im tiired so i cant do much sorrry-_-'gtg(yawn)night or morning kids!dwi whats your zip code thing your singapore.

shopping,shopping and more shopping!!!

2005-12-07T10:34:00.000+08:00

Hi all!Im still in america[day2]!Well as i said in my other post I went shopping and "diner-ing" today.First we went to the diner and I had a chilli dog and some frenchfries.Then we went to the post office to pick up mail and drop off some.We then dropped my grandfather off at home cos' he did'nt want to go shopping with us.

Then we went to MARSHALLS!Best discount nice clothes shopping place!Other than the mall.I got 4 pairs of jeans!message to dwi:i got blue cults for US $49.90!HaHa! dont forget shoes and "chachki's"![junk]Happy me!Then i bought a present for my g.ma and she did'nt even know it was in the car!score!Then we went to "Bed,Bath & Beyond" ,got to new card decks a totally pink one and a totally green one.nice.

We went back home and we picked my g.pa up and we went for dinner and JB's for stone crabs.YUMMY!!!!The intresting thing about stone crabs is they take the claw and only the claw off the stone crab and the crabs will still live cos it grows back!Yay crabs!

After that we went to Publix[groceries] and the drugstore then home where im blogging and drinking coke>.

Holiday!

2005-12-06T09:15:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!Im officially in the UnitedStates!The flight sucked![we reached the airport at 4am!And we waited so long to get through the line]On the first flight the lady at the counter she said that she arranged the seats in such a way[on this flight which was super full] that we are seated next to each other. But when we got on the plane i noticed that our tickets said "J" and"D" so i told my mom and she said that is'nt right so we asked the st...cant spell it so...Flight Attendent.She said that one seat was in the middle and the other all the way on the left-hand side so my mom was pissed and she asked her to go change the tickets and the lady went.WE WAITED HALF AN HOUR!Then she finally came back with our seats which were together.YAY!

On that flight the seats were crampy.We were on our way to[3 1/2 hours] HongKong to make a transit to Chicago which was 13 hours!Then finally to Tampa,Florida[2 1/2 hours].

The first flight was SO NOISY!!!!! There were al these people going back to HongKong so you know "Honkies" are quite noisy so i could hardly sleep!And because the flight was delayed due to the machinery we had to wait another hour till we could lift off!!!!Ughhh....

So when we reached HongKong we had to go through the whole baggage checkthen we had to run to catch our plane to Chicago.Onthat flight there was this really nice lady sitting next to us so we could talk to her.On the flight the seats were so crampy i had to climb over my mom when she was sleeping so i could go to the toilet!Anyway the food sucked the service sucked basically NEVER TAKE ANY FORM OF AMERICAN AIRLINES!When we finally got off the plane that lady sitting next to us didnt know how to get her baggage from the baggage claim[we had to pick it up in chicago so we could get on the plane to Tampa,Florida cos it was the first "transit"into america]so we taught her what to do then my mom went to smoke she said"its bloody freezing out there[-12 degrees]! Then we got on the train to get to the departure hall and got on our plane to Tampa,Florida.You know cosit was a small flight we got a small plane but,THE SEATS WERE BIGGER THAN TH 13 HOUR FLIGHT! sigh......

When we reached florida we went to check the flights cos my grandparents were coming in from washington d.c.They werent on the list!So my mom freaked and we tried calling them but no answer.So i said lets just go to the baggage claim..There they were i was sooooooo happy!

My grandfather brought they're bags up to the car while we went to ge our bags.Guess what...THEY FORGOT OUR BAGGAGE!They left it in Chicago!But they had it delivered it at 2 AM!

Well we all got in the car and decided to go eat at skidders[Italion resteraunt]I had musaka!Yay!

we got home after dinner and my mom crashed and burned.I watched alittle of Chicago and almost fell asleep on the chair so i went to bed.

Today we are going to eat at the diner and go shopping!

Send hugs and kisses from my grandparents to Dwi they said Thank you for th card they'll open it on X-mas.

ok gtg kiddies its 10am here!

days of the passionate!hahaha...

2005-12-02T22:39:00.001+08:00

Hi all! Im sorry if there is some thing is wrong with my pic its not up yet.-_-'Well i had a blast at dwi's i mean it was like sooo much fun we played this card game for sooooooooooooooooo long but it was fun. We also talked and chilled out it was quiet then we woke up at like 1.30p.m[more like Tria and I woke up]Then Tria and I burned her old work sheets[2] and then it stank.Then we basically watched T.V practically the whole day it was fun!:)

gotta go kids!bye!

Love bites

2005-12-01T22:38:00.000+08:00

Hey people!!!This is my new blog, I know some of you probably don't like my pic but I think it's very romantic and the way it's shot is beautiful. Back to buissness, well...I did not make it back to scgs cos. i got 181{2A's & 2C's} but i may have a very good chance of getting into St.Margrets[they have fencing!!!!]. Well im pretty alright else then that...

Today i went to Dwi's house and we hung out and went to Holland V. I bought a FANTASTIC vintage hat! Before we went to Holland v. we hung out in Delifrance and we talked about Liam and etc.......

well people im sleeping over at Dwi's house and i gotta go...So bye kids

can't clone me ya'll!